Tuesday, 6 September 2011

Sometimes it all makes no sense at all..

Sitting at a table, talking, something I had really looked forward to.. But what happened? Did I visualise the event in my mind, before it even took place, and had I made myself excited about the feelings I thought I would re-live [at the actual meeting].. and then they never actually happened.. So now I am pleased I am home. It's not quite as dull here.. ;-)



Time to reflect and do a bit weeding. What I really need in my flower bed is excitement and growth - prospects and real plans for me for the future. I am still looking to establish the actuality of this. So, on to it. Time to do some work and stop spending time in dull places!!


living room dance - performance 2011



Sunday, 28 August 2011

What now

When holidays end and one returns to a rainy city, what then..
Unpacking not only things from the suitcase but other more peripheral things too. What to keep out, what to store away and what to throw away and move on from..
So, what now..?



Thursday, 28 July 2011

reflecting and making decisions




Sometimes it is not easy to make the 'easiest and most obvious' decision. The past few days (possibly weeks and maybe months) have been all about making a decision, that actually always was clear, made. Now I have to make the announcement. I am looking forward to turning the page after that.

Friday, 1 July 2011

Friday, 17 June 2011

en-masse / escalator observations




                                                           link to YouTube clip

En-masse observations of everyday movement through public spaces - this time an escalator in the Moscow Metro morning rush hour.



Wednesday, 1 June 2011

awkward spaces vol 2 waiting - in-between spaces


Vol 2 Awkward spaces - high levels and levels in-between


..waiting
June 2011


waiting 2011











Working with awkward props.. brick feet
168808











brick by brick



Monday, 30 May 2011

new work

 new work taking shape...in more awkward spaces..







typo: should read 'attic'

Sunday, 29 May 2011

archive - organised chaos


lee-on-solent Ad Hoc performance 2011

going through archive material, editing new work (re-make / re-model)







Collision 

collision London NW10 2010


Costume Change

costume change London  2011




Narrative



a doll's house, London N8 (story board for performance) 2010/11

story-telling (story board for new work) 2010/11

who do you think you are? (story board for library performance)


another adventure

Street Trash, London N22, 2007

Well, another adventure and another year goes by. Just like that, by itself, almost. I feel I am following some timeline that seems to steer me. Suddenly, within all of the arrows that point left and right and straight ahead and often backwards.. I am going through stages of oblivious development. Ideas, inspiration and fascinations are coming at me from all angles. I am aware that I must now capture all this, before it exhausts itself and vanishes into thin air again, until next time.

I am charging up the camera for the first time in ages, it feels good to see the energy going in and awakening the equipment, ready for use again. Let's see what it can capture tomorrow. Feel like a costume change too, so about to launch into the wardrobe, bags and other forgotten corners, to find the right props.

Birthday 27th May 2011
Covent Garden, London

Sunday, 27 February 2011

Extract (edited) from 'Ghosts and Marionettes';

"..- 1am March approaching at somewhat high speed -

So another strange baffled feeling that tells me that really I was
right every time I had a gut feeling..
At least I feel good about having the ability to read between the lines.
Maybe I just have to admit that not everyone, sadly, is capable of actually
'seeing'. Guess it is ok, but extremely irritating and I never liked to settle
for just 'ok'. How long till the mask is uncovered.. Or until it simply falls
off by itself.. Tick tock.. ".

©sistersuitcase 2011

Testing tests

Testing to check this works from the phone

Tuesday, 22 February 2011

archived thoughts

Going through a range of archived thoughts and ideas that have been left in a file on the computer or in a box stored away for safe keep or pending..



identity - changing shapes 



entrances and exits and what we learn from them..



deer oh deer - heads held high



moments when it all seemed fine



quiet skies for rare thinking time






Thursday, 10 February 2011

letters



Writing letters, that 'old' style of communication.. 


Today I had an email talking to me about the art of writing letters. Or, rather, the ability to write letters.
I have always enjoyed letter writing, and I think I actually write letters all the time, whether it is actually writing or just thinking letters. Letters, of course, as messages, modes of communicating to someone else. It is also a form of clarifying how I feel and think about something.

Receiving letters, however, is more of a dying thing for me, sadly. I rarely receive letters, and when I do (often, thankfully, I do receive letters, from my mother, for example), I find I have to place them in the 'in-tray' and tend to them / read them, when time allows. I need to be in a specific calm place before i can properly pay attention to them. It is, having just written that statement here, rather sad, of course. Emails, on the other hand, are almost unavoidable, they are read, replied to, in almost the same moment of each other. A letter, much more complex, as one tends to read between the lines - even see things; memories, places, visuals that depending on the content and the letter writer, can be very important to the message and the way I read and take the information in.

Beautiful letters containing happy and sad news, what happened to the art of letter writing? I still have many amongst my belongings, where will they go when I move on, pack things away to transport to other locations, when I am no longer here? Letters have become very interesting to me again. I am working on ideas about ways of archiving time and memories. The loss of a letter or two in the process (when moving or spring cleaning, for example) is only a natural part of the process of archiving.





Thursday, 27 January 2011

project "archive" 2010



Sunflower seed project - started in 2005 - seed to flower - harvest and start again. Ritual of harvesting in the autumn, drying of the seeds and keeping safe and dry until spring, ready for the next crop. Collecting, collating, sorting, archiving..







Thursday, 20 January 2011

Testing testing

Testing blogging from phone.