Time, again, is playing havoc with me. How do I allow it to happen? ..Or is there not a lot I can do? I am wondering about that question, probably more than I should about the answers, reasons.. but I am slowly catching up with the time I so need to have for developments, mere thinking and pondering. That in itself, is so important, so vital for the process of anything structured..
Having spent a lot of time brushing off worries and problems created by outside influences, I have found myself in a state of wonderment and pleasure - at the fact that I have, with the evaporation of the outside influences, managed to stay in true portrayal of myself. It is more difficult to explain than it is to feel. So I shall, as I go along, try to document this.
My spatial choreographies are also taking shape well. Perhaps they should and could be more in final stages of the development, but that is not ever how it works for me. I am happy knowing it is brewing in my brain and slow cooking is always tastier than a rushed meal of thought.
Other influences also play a vital role. Old influences that refused to go away, remain and stay part of my body, skin and soul. Thank heavens for this. How does that happen, who selects this? Who ever it is, knows a good thing when they see one. I look forward to reconnections. It's high time. I am ready.
Source: www.sistersuitcase.wordpress.com Illustrator: Heidi Saarinen
